ok last night around 1 my son called,not a hole lot of talk between us ,so when he calls I try my best to answer, what ever time it is. So when he called he said some shit I don’t really want to hear and it went as follows in fewer word basically.this.
Tjay my son said that he had received a text from Gary Martin . For those who don’t know this is supposed to be my step father. Anyhow. Gary was sending text to my son Tjay bitching about me and how Gary married my mother with 2 son and he didn’t want.After a yr Gary Martin adopted my brother and did not adopt me.
I went back to live with my real father . Vietnam vet a man with all kinds of metals on his chest ,a prisoner of war ,The big red 1, special forces of the United States army.yep that’s him .Also in a different not a drunk,a fighter,a out spoken very hard man. Who didn’t care about a lot of things that stood in his way. That meant me ….I was beat , I was left alone ,I was never hugged,never loved,or even existed,until he drank then I was the enemy of his nightmares and got my ass beat I me thrown threw walls ,ribs broke,nose broke,stitches lots of stitches.but y’all get it or at least that part .
Back to the story . So far it has been .Tjay my son called told me that Gary Martin my step father sent him text bitching about me and how he married my mother with 2 boys he didn’t want , After a yr he adopted my brother sent me off to live with my abusive father and this is all around age 5 for me .
So I spent 11 yrs of abuse from my father .in that time I learn to be me a fighter and who I am . Naturally I’m going to get in trouble after being abused to beat on the whole entire life ,like I want to be in trouble or going to reform school . No I didn’t,not at all . But I Was in trouble allot. no structure but I got out of reform school and I found out that my mother was still alive .After be told that she was dead and not to ask anymore about it . As a military kid and someone who scared to talk without repercussions.I never asked again .until I was told that I would be meeting her.
So at 15 and a half . I went to live with these people who I don’t know and barely remember.Just dropped of one day like a sack of shit to fend for myself again .Mom God bless her heart if you believe in that she didn’t. So tried so hard to make peace with everyone. But hell Gary seems as if I stole his lunch money or something.never gave me a chance always setting me up for failure.hell he bought my first car so he says .I had to pay him back for the car then the stupid son bitch sold it out from under me . As a teen I had no clue what was going on but hell I learned . After I bought the car,payed for it and then watching someone else drive my car away . And now holding over my head as I was making payments. And now he wants to yell at my son as if he did me a favor .not . I was 16. I lived with Gary Martin and my mother in Navajo hills from 16 to 17 almost 18 and paid rent to them for my room and board.worked at specification rubber and McDonald’s right across the street I was a manager at night at McDonald’s. And after him charging me to be part of a family that didn’t want me there. I left and did what I knew . Now don’t get me wrong I was never a saint hell I wasn’t even a nice guy after all this . Never Less the cops looked for a couple yrs and I had them going to my family(lmFao) home as I didn’t have a place of my own ,always doing. So yea I did have cop knocking on the door for like 2 yr every weekend it seemed but hell I was a child that wanted a place to belong.
I grew up as we all do. But IN MY FEELINGS means to me .
FUCK YOU GARY MARTIN YOU LOW DOWN PEACE OF SHIT.
How can you treat a person/fuck that a 6 yr old child like you did. And then expect said child to want anything to do with you. Hell I never had a chance and you wonder why I am the way I am. Can’t love people ,can’t trust , hell can’t have good relationship, violent ,hatful,and you all want to blame me .fine your right everyone .I am a product of my up bringing. you ASSHOLE so .now what .I leave those people alone as they are not worth my time but please don’t be misguided I will and can be that nastie fucker you all built.
so my rant and story goes Gary Gean Martin you get what you sew mother fucker .I hope you die in the nicest way possible, because when I meet you in hell I will be dragging a lot of hate your way and I will be in charge bitch. And as far as the rest of my family recognize I am the black sheep and I am not playing anymore I am to old either come true or leave damage your choice .no love no loss Product of my family environment
And if you know me you know I mean this with all my love .fuck ofF.