Well I talked to my son tonight . It was nice . I love him with all my heart. I also hope he never looks at me as any kind of roll model. Hell I have lived a hard life done allot of dirt . None I want to talk about . If you know me then you know and you know about 90 % might be true . Hell I never claimed to be a nice guy… Now we know that . I hope he never goes down the road that I had to , and to hear him say he wanted to do some of the things that my family or my kind would do breaks my heart as I want him to never have the wows I had to endure.
So if he ever reads this I hope he takes it to heart . Hope he knows that I love him and that I think he is the shit, and that I am proud of him.
And never think it was worth the Lost that it cost me. It wasn’t worth it . I promise 🙏
So to end this on a good note . He getting married on ….maybe he don’t won’t people to know when so . He getting married and I hope that we can build on this and go from there . We all have our aspirations about what might happen. But maybe this is a stepping stone it needs to be. Maybe being there will let him see what he missed and what can be compared to what it cost . We will see. Keep your eyes 👀 open for the continuation of this in my next blog.
So as always TTFN people.